Poor treatment ...

I actually wanted to blog after meeting my clique but in the end we didn't meet up because something cropped up and so we had to cancel the gathering . So , no pictures to upload today ...

Today was the selection day for my school's Jan exhibition . Those in SP might know what it is . My group didn't want to be in the exhibition but because they have given us a time slot without asking us whether we want to be in it , so we went for the interview . It is not very nice to absent ourselves without giving valid reason as the time slot is already given to us .

Our group waited outside the room earlier than the appointed time slot but because many groups did not turn up for the interview , our group went in earlier . Then once we walk to the front of the lecturers , one started saying , ' laptop this table , give me the drawings and quotations to him and prototype to another table ' .

Then we replied , we are still at designing stage because the manufacturer advise us that certain parts are too difficult to fabricate so we had to edit our drawings . Then the same lecturer started shooting us with remarks like , ' we would not be able to make it in time for the exhibition ' . The other lecturer gave us a ' OUT from the selection ' face .

Then we show them our 3D cad drawing , the both lecturers kept quiet . They could see how complex our drawing was . The one lecture who kept talking still insisted that we progression is too slow . We left the room without showing them the power point we had prepared . Both the lecturers feeling not pleased .

Though we heard that they did the same for other groups . But I really don't like their attitude towards us . But what can we do ? To me , if our project is that good , even if we cannot make it in time for that exhibition , at least it help the people we intend to make for .

-burgurldotzcom- ( A little sad ... )

More pics updated !

*** Please don't puke ! ***

Gathering for Ben's Departure : From Cindy and Vion's camera

Zouk's picture : From Evan's camera

-burgurldotzcom-(Just joined Nuffnang today ... think I can't get anyone for the advertisement to put on my blog bah ...)

Gathering before Ben's departure ...

The last supper ... hahas , not that serious bah . Anyway , we gathered for a dinner because Benjamin is flying to Australia to study for four years . He will come back in 2 years time for a short holiday and then fly back to study again till his complete his course .

We gathered at the Fish and XXXXXX , at the glasshouse for dinner . This was my first time having dinner and Fish and XXXXX ! They hardly believed because I am always going out with my fave 38s . We never suggested it prob because Evan was a vegetarian so we never considered there for dinner . Anyway , I had New YXXX Fish and Chips . The food was not bad ...

Then we went to The Cathy House for Ben and JXXXX . Another of my first again ! After strong recommendation , I tried Strawberry Cheese ice-cream . Got to admit , I still like Daily ScXXp ( the one at sunset way that I used to recommend on my blog ) .

Let my pictures do the talking now ...

( IDOT LEH ! Toopid Hong Yun's hand shook )

My Clique ...

The girl's !

These are the people who attended the gathering . From the top row on the left , Me , Jing , Pat , Cindy , Raine and Hong Yun . From the bottom row on the left , Eddie , Vion , BENJAMIN and Jason .

-burgurldotzcom-(Bon Bon Voyage BENJAMIN ! )

I am back ...

Sorry all for disappearing so long ... I had been busying with my Final Year Project as usual . Finally , I had a chance to go out with my fave 38s because its Evan's birthday ! But Mavis couldn't make it ... SaD ! We went to Zouk that night . Nevertheless , we had fun but the other two 38s have much more . Hahas , shall not elaborate on that , they are GREAT DANCERS . I got lots to learn ...

Everytime I club , I thought of XXXX , all those stuff he had being trying to protect me from . Ya , eventually did happen . Those minor dangers I am expose of , it all came . Yup , you are right , I am not those type . Its sucks to have what you said came true because it all came to a point where I realise what you did in the past for me is all for my own good .

That night , I reached home at only 4.30 am ! The latest timing I had came back home from clubbing . To make my $ 15 bucks worth it . Two cups of alchol made my tummy felt uncomfortable all night . I don't know why , probably I didn't drank it for some time . I am not a regularly clubbing girl , I club once every half a year unless if there is any free tickets to club ...

As you all can see in the pictures , my face condition sucks ! Lack of sleep + stress up by school . Any remedy to recommend people ?

-burgurldotzcom-( hahas ... what more can I say ? )

Tiredness in my life ...

Now , I hardly go out with my dearest 38s le , busying with Final Year Project and fabricating a gift for Benjamin . Nothing interesting to blog about . I guess I will blog when I am free and it will not be in regular basis le . Because all my time is on my project .

Have been meeting up with my seconday school cliques because we have to decorate the gift too . I like to be with them because I feel super relax . Its a feeling I long for such that everytime when I meet up with them . I felt super ' high ' that I couldn't really sleep .

Project stage , I finally get to draw a little of Autocad drawing , I get to draw a little of the wheels . A little in touch with some of the functions . Finally , I am doing something different . Temporarily , need not do any sourcing of motors because there is a miscalculations . But I am back to research .

All for now to cover the previous post .

-burgurldotzcom-( I often hope that you are refering to me , if you are , then you could have ask me back ... )

My colorgenics test ...

After reading about Evan's blog , I am tempted to take the profile . The website is http://www.paulgoldin.com/colorgenics.htm . And here are my results :

At this time you are feeling 'uptight' and you are urgently in need of rest and relaxation; but perhaps even more than that you need to overcome that feeling that you have been 'hard done by' and treated with a complete lack of consideration. Maybe you have, but whatever may have been the cause of your inherent anxiety, you regard the situation as intolerable. Your are, however, sufficiently competent to turn that situation around - you have overcome similar problems in the past, and really this one isn't too different.

You are very talented, imaginative and sensitive but you are holding back as you do not really like going it 'on your own'. In preference you would like to team up with someone, someone with similar attributes as your own, to explore - to seek out and go perhaps 'where no other man has trod before'. It is the unusual that attracts you and which will give you a sense of excitement and adventure.

You are not an argumentative sort of person and 'rather than fight - you'd switch' (an old cigarette ad cliche). But when you try to assert yourself - as sometimes you may try to do - you meet with so much resistance and effrontery that manifests itself so obviously that you become hurt, indignant and resentful. So in order to have peace and quiet you tend to become inhibited. You keep it all to yourself but deep down, you 'feel' and 'hurt' a lot.

You are holding back. You need to find friends in whom you can trust and once they have proved themselves beyond all possible doubt you will be prepared to give them your all. The existing situation is not of your liking - you have an unsatisfied need for mental stimulation with others whose standards are as high as your own. Trying to control your instincts the way you do restricts your ability to open up to others and the way you feel at this time is suggestive of 'total surrender'. This is not to your liking as you consider such thoughts as weaknesses that need to be overcome. You feel that only by control, controlling your innermost thoughts, are you able to maintain your air of superiority. You want to be admired for yourself alone and not for what you can do or for what you may have done. In essence 'you need to be needed' and at the same time 'you need to need'.

You would like to be respected and valued for yourself and this can only be achieved from within a close and harmonious relationship.

***** My Views *****

Ya , its true ... its said something that I hasn't spell in out in my previous few blog post . I felt strongly that I am not trusted by my group leader . I am trying to keep my contact to the minimum such that I would not be hurt by his insensitivity . As I said early , he likes to talk to me as if I am an Idiot .

-burgurldotzcom-(sadness within me ... )

Dearest Lappy is back ...

Dearest Lappy is finally back after two weeks ! Oh gosh ... LAPPY , I miss you ~ Hahas , super happy that lappy is back so I decided to blog about my return of my lappy .

As usual , data are all gone ! Change hard disk and system board . A little consolation is that I purchase a fourth year warranty . It cost $80 for the extended warranty but the warranty items changed cost more than that . As usual , it was an extremely long journey to data dynamics .

I am now down with a terrible flu . Tissuse please !

-burgurldotzcom-( ah chew ... )

Did yOu all mIss mE ?

Lots of stuff to blog after about week after second week of school . But , I think some stuff I have to keep to myself . Well ... Let's see how much I will reveal .

Last Saturday , my family and I went to Far East Plaza for our weekly food delicacy . Apparently , Uncle Weirdo declare himself holiday ! No choice ! He cooks well ! End up , we had dinner at Paragon , ' Soup Restaurant ' . Coincidentally , Saturday night shopping is held there . Which means for every $30 spend IN A SINGLE RECEIPT , you will get either 15 min of massage or eye brown shaping or manicure . I wanted to do manicure but they don't have time to do that so I had to go for massage . Hahas , its was good after I had ask the masseuse to go gentle on me .

Back to school for the second week , I still could not wake up on time . I was almost late for class on Wednesday morning . Luckily , the lecturer hasn't start his lesson . Other than that , nothing much . I was the only girl to be in my elective class initially . When the lecturer ask us to form group , I was mentally prepared to take my chair and join the group with someone missing . Then , someone ( I still don't know his name ) asked me to join them in their group . I felt a sense of relieved .

Today morning , I went to class to find none of my group members . I was feeling , ' Good game ! ' . Later two of them came . But during the time , I came to know this girl , Ling Li , my new friend in elective , she only joined the class yesterday . Hahas !

Yesterday evening , Cindy , Jing and I had to meet up because Benjamin is migrating and we decide to make a gift instead of buying because Benjamin is rich and often buy expensive stuff . He will buy what he need . So , we meet to do some preparation for the gift . Dots ! So far yet so near . He is leaving soon , we are afraid that we don't have enough time to make it . ( Please do not ask about this if you are NOT notify to know . Thank you . )

Dots ! I find my role in Final Year project redundant . At times , I had to source for stuff which is fine with me. But when I am asked to do some designing of circuit . But there are missing information . I don't like to be not doing anything as ' I will be deem as do nothing . '

Many of times , I had been assign task , and when I prob deeper , my leader realised that I don't have certain information . I make an effort to write down what he asked me to do , I also do hope that he write down he asked me to do . If he had done that , he would have assign me with task that he think I can do . But I think he won't take my advice because he rely a lot of memory . He is like a computer , calling out a file and when he tried to run it , he then realised that there are many missing information .

Latest agony I felt was , he asked me to source for development board . It is a board to program the microchip . This is what I later came to know about . I had to reason what with him why I shouldn't be the one asking about the development , firstly , I don't know that what to ask . I only know that the chip must have about 40 pins . If he want me to source for the board , he should have ask me to read up on development board .

I tried sourcing for battery , I was dumbfounded when the salesperson asked me many questions about battery . Though , I had done some research on them , I don't think it is useful .Till then , I was a little upset about myself because I just know that want 24V battery . When I asked about the type , he said , ' Lead acid battery , you don't know meh ? ' . I felt super pissed when I tolerated with that . He expect me to design a circuit and talk to me like I am an idiot and that snaps my tolerance level .

-burgurldotzcom- ( itS oK tO nOt hAvE whAt pEoplE hAvE ... juSt bE coNteNteD wiTh whAt yOu hAvE ...)