Casino Experience

Yesterday was the last day of school, Nic had a friend coming over to visit. I decided to tag along because it had been ages since I last ate at Ying Xhai ... The coconut rice and the curries ... ummmmm ... NICE ... after dinner, we went to Casino ...

The other time I didn't get to play the table , so this time round I look forward to playing the table games. Upon arrival, I can't wait to go to the table game section. I stood round and watched to see how good the deal's luck is. Suddenly, an angry asian student stood up from the table because he had lose all his money and threw his last $1 chip at the dealer. A superstitious aussie woman took that $1 chip from the dealer and insist of giving it to me. She explained it's bad luck for the other players and insist I should take that chip as far as possible. Upon hearing it's bad luck, I didn't want to take it because I want to play table game too . She keep insisting on it saying its only a dollar and the other players were waiting for it . The dealer couldn't give the cards out because everyone's attention is on me. I had no choice but to take that chip and " fled the scene " ...

I went " crying " to Nicole about my encounter and change that chip to money. I sat at the jackpot machine trying to use up that dollar so that I can play table games. Despite all efforts, the $1 kept increasing. I am also thinking whether to play table games because someone just pass me a bad luck coin.

I whatsapp my Dad about my encounter. He was not please to hear that I am in Casino. I explained to him it was last day of school and we were celebrating(?) . I said I wanted to play table games badly but someone pass me a bad luck chip. I asked for his advice whether should I proceed playing table. He asked me how was I playing on the machine , I told him that dollar had become $5. Then he said if I want to play table game, just play, but I have to limit myself. ( X) ... he didn't say how much ). He even said try to win $100 if you can. LOL ...

After trying to use up that $1, it grew bigger. I gave up on trying to lose it and went to play table game. Heeee ... not bad not bad ... my luck was not as bad as I thought ... I manage to win a little and I managed to save the table twice ... The woman who passed me that chip recognized me and asked am I that one ... , I smiled and nod ... Later D joined in the table game till he lose all the chips and we left the table. He let Nicole to play a turn ... sweeeet ! I left the table with chips held in both my hands ...

A night to remember ... sometimes when someone pass u something unpleasant ... doesn't mean its going to be unpleasant ....

-bel-

(P.S. I went back hostel to look at my FB acc to determine what was the damage done because FB doesn't load image with comments well and find some disturbing status update of my dear frend ... I whatsapp her and chatted a bit ... she felt better after talking to me and manage to sleep ... sometimes I wish I am found , but at such times , I wished I won't because I can be there for my friend ... )

Pure laziness ...

Today is one of the rare moments I find being lazy is acceptable . Hahahas ... I seriously doesn't want to do anything, sent a couple of emails, went Vic Mar for my favorite breakfast, wonder into Swanston street to see what's road closure like ( nah ... nothing special ... ), clear my space under my desk a little, more room for legs now, now blogging ... I checked the TV guide and there is nothing to watch so I decided to download fuXshions and download the third Lord of the Xings movie ... ahhh ... it's great !!!

Recently, I liked watching Lord of the Ring ... Freddo is sooooo cute ... heeeee ... but still second to Harry Potter ... muhahahas ... XP Its brings me to say that good characters in the movie appeals to me greatly . ( P.S. hao ren zhen nan zhuo ... hao ren ye hui lie )

I was watching Sex and the City TV episodes yesterday. It was great; worth the wait. I was very very very tired yesterday because I didn't sleep well. Before I sleep, I suddenly remembered I did not dimension the chamfer. The whole night I didn't sleep well just because I forget to dimension the chamfer. I didn't wake up to do it because I was too tired to get up. Life is full of dilemma ...

Woke up in the morning, got ready to meet NXX. If you happen to read this, NXX ... I know you have something when you asked me out for meals or drinks for no reason. Its not how I know, its know you too long lar ... It used to be table for 2 ... yesterday was table for 3 ... I guess its going to be like this for awhile. NXX talks to him about everything. Yesterday, he asked how's my assignment going, NXX will be blissful ...

Talking about bliss, my sister is engaged ! Happy for her. My sister had been the pillar for the family and finally she could put down that baggage and have someone to lean on ... I am going to miss her company in the room but I look forward to it ...

-bel-

(P.S. while watching Sex and the City, trying to list down what kind of person I want to be with, I concluded with there isn't such a list because there will always be concession when it comes to love ... a big " idiot" said that there issit a right person, i beg to differ because there will always someone that is better than the right person , but he/she is the right person because your heart says so ... )

Happy Mother's Day

A little post before I get on with my assignments ...

Being 24th and still studying, I felt old. I wondered why did I step on this path? My friends are working, doing great and I alone in this foreign land. I always wondered why people look at engineers in a different eye. Engineering is just a course, now I just watched it suck my life away. Graduation is 7 months away and I am afraid I won't make it, I had taken a demanding elective.

I took engineering graphics as an elective because I feel that engineers should know some graphic software. Little did I know that the software I am going to use is Catia. That's when it all went wrong. Catia is a professional drawing software which has many many functions, it has so many functions that it is split into different workbenches. My lecturer on the other hand, expects industry standards, is not just getting the parts right. But also, labeling each profile correctly and doing it in the shortest step.

For an armature learning to use the software, we are just playing with the functions till we get the feature. I wondered if he knows we had no prior knowledge about Catia. The test on Catia was a crap, be in written or modelling, it was out of what I had expected. Looking back at one of the lessons, I recalled a time when he said to the class, " Come on, create a point", everyone just stared at him blankly. Then he said, "Oh ya, first go to this work bench .... "

Next up is the gXneral eXection in SXngapore. It my first time voting and I am missing it. The next time I get to vote is when I am 29 ... Oh my ! I am so old ... I really hope SXngapore gets to be led by some opposition party because there are some little stories in SXngapore need to be heard. N.S. spoke about that old lady that didn't have enough money to pay for her rent, I believed there are others out there. Its sad to see G.Y. not winning, he is committed and listens to the people. This G.E. reminds me a quote from Bill ClXXXXX( if I don't remember wrongly)," Don't ask what the country can do for you, ask what you can do for the country... "

This weekend is one of the rare times where I get to sleep a day off. From Friday to Saturday, I slept for 12 hours , from Saturday to Sunday, I slept for 12 hours. I had slept a day off ! My cough is gone too, maybe because of that , I got my much deprived sleep back. I finally went to the supermarket to get a cough mixture and after 3 dose of it , my cough is gone!

Being living alone overseas, makes me learn how to take good care of myself. When I m sick, I had to buy medicine and eat it; no one is there to say , "guaiz". Cleaning my room, washing my clothes had become part of me. I am glad to see my laundry basket empty X). Eating my meal and eating it right, growing up ... At times I still wonder, what am I doing in here, is this a dream? Studying in Melbourne was never part of my plan in life... I was wanted to get away from something, avoid seeing some people, breathing a different air, start a new. I remember saying , " ni men hui bu hui wang ji wo " ... I am glad we still stay in contact ...

I decided to blog about growing up because today is Mother's day. My mum is a conservative mum. She likes to keep her kids by her side. I am shock to learn that my mum still hasn't let me be totally independent, I am always that kid in her eyes. Anyways, " Happy Mother's Day to all ~ "

bel-( let the wind takes me to where he wanted ... )

A little something just in case I want to look back

酒是不是好东西?对于我来说，偶而喝点小酒不是件坏事。。。

前晚，我朋友邀请我去她姐的医生护士同乐会。我朋友的姐已三十岁了，想认识hot dog，而我跟我的朋友直是陪这去。。。也许这来得正好，我很不开心，想舒解情绪。。。我很担心，在心情不好的情况下喝酒会不会很容易醉，怕会失态，把人家吓坏了。。。

我小心翼翼的喝酒和玩，看到她们抓鱼很好玩。。。玩了一晚，我肚子好饥，我怕肥，所以不敢吃。。。我既然犯下这么大的错，去前，没吃东西，回家前也没吃东酒。

隔天，就是恶梦的开始，一大清早的，觉得怪怪的，为什么洒精没排出来。。。我也没想太多，觉得自己喝太少了所以没东西排。。。到了vic mar 吃了我最爱的早餐，整个人有点小飘，也许是因为我坐下来，没感觉到，在Facebook 劈里啪啦的讲些有的没的。。。

站起来的那一刹那，我就知道洒精发作了。。。我整个人飘飘的买了菜，走起路来很缓慢。。。回家的路上我发现到我好像做错些什么，打开Facebook 一看，啊!我为什么会写下这一些。。。

也许这是件好事吧!酒让我对我自己的感受坦白一点，让我可以变得懦弱一点。。。我一天一天的过，不知不觉变得越来越强，但也忘了怎么变懦弱。。。我知道我很不开心，想滔滔大哭,但流下几滴眼泪之后，我又把眼泪收回去。。。但在酒精的影响下，我做到了。。。

今天早上，我感到很快乐，我把该发泄的心情都发出来了，睡得特别好!我已经很久都没睡上十个小时了。。。我平时不管多晚睡，就算是凌晨四点，我还是十点起身，昨晚真的睡得太好了!

傻瓜日记完必。。。