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Friday, November 18, 2011

It's been a week since my last day of school ended. Things were so different from what I had expected. I thought I will be super free spending each day aimlessly. Thus, when there is this workshop on engineering software, I register and went for it. It was a fruitful 3 days workshop. I kind of regret not choosing the elective that taught us how to use CFD. In this workshop, I fulfilled my aim. I learnt how to use CFD a little. Ansys is a powerful software as it can do many different simulations, structural, fluids and many others.

After utilizing my calendar app, I realized my November is very full. I have to start planning what I have to do. I had start calling the shipping company and find out the prices for the shipping cost, so at least I have started ... :) My expensive rental helps me save up a little in some way or the other, free box pick up and delivery since I am living 7 minutes away from the city center ...

As my school life is coming to an end, many dinners and meet ups to do ... I felt privileged and glad to be invited to dinners and road trips because I don't usually hang out with them. I get to know them in class individually but I don't hang out with them after school. After my 3.5 years of school, I manage to know all of them and decided to join in their dinner meeting. Subsequently, joining them for graduation trip ... After all, they are the people I see most of the time in school ... :)

On Wednesday, Shi Yuan came by but I was down with a very bad flu. As she had already come by my hostel, I decided to go down and meet her for a little while. She said she is going to pass me a pear, then I said I don't want a pear, then she said how about sweets, then I said I don't want sweets. When I show up, she gave me this extremely big Winnie the pooh paper bag ... :) I decided to remove my winter clothes from the hook and hang the paper bag there ... :)

I manage to get my phone on Monday. Dad and mum kept asking whether I had got my phone from Nicole. Kind of disappointed with the poor battery life. I am happy that I am able to personalized my message tone ... :)

Cousin's parents are coming over today. Hope they had landed safely in Melbourne ... :)

All for today ... getting use to typing with my new cover ... I can't type like the way I did because of the cover at the left hand side of the case ... My another Iphone case is on its way so if I don't like it, I might change to the other ...

-bEl- ( the girl that is contented with what she has ... )

Friday, November 18, 2011

Saturday, November 05, 2011

If every good news is coupled with a bad one, I rather not have any news ...

This day had finally come ... I know there are issues between them and they seem drifting further apart. I secretly wished that they will some how work out their issues and make it till the end. She is my dearest friend and he is the best one for her. He even thought of marrying her all the time when they are together. Seeing them still together make me believe there is still love, just that I had that I have not met mine ...

The inevitable is finally here, they broken up ... She assured me she is fine but I know she is not. She is not sleeping and eating well. Suck not to be by her side, suck to be here in Mel right now. I wished she manage to get thru the pain ...

Dad got me the phone le ... I was happy about it till I heard the news ... how can I be happy when my dear friend is sad ... how much I wanted that phone ... just can't make me happy ...

Thank Dad for helping me get the phone. Reversation are not allowed and the company couldn't give a definite answer as to when the stock is coming in, so dad had to make a trip down to the shop every day. When it was his turn, they ran out of white color, dad made noise and they suddenly had one white color phone left. Dad is having fun with Siri ...

Meals with friends marks closure to school life ... The happy kid that always make me smile big time ... Gerlyn ...

Saturday, November 05, 2011

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

a testing post to test if I can blog from my phone ...

i just realized that I can blog from my phone with the official blogger app !

Last Thursday, i had a little neighbor gathering . They passes
me stuff and helped me paint my nails ...

Today, I am a little self obsess and kept admiring my nails while I type on my lappy ...

bay got me cute winne the pooh spoons frm Taiwan !

Tuesday, October 18, 2011

Saturday, October 01, 2011

Been long since I last update ... nothing much happen though ... just me and my friends ...

Recently everyone had being good ... isn't that great ... some manage to find a new way in life ... others manage to find closure ... as for me ... still the same ... nothing much ...

I just love technology ... whatsapp brings me closer to my friends back in Singapore . Yesterday a proud mum sent us her baby boy first flip picture . All of us could feel that joy . It so weird ... though its not our kid, but we feel the joy ... of coz not as much as how the mother had felt ...

Recently, I took care of a toddler for few hours ... I must blog about this because I am not sure whether I had this chance anymore . She was crying initially because she didn't want to sleep . In the middle of her sleep, she suddenly cried and sit up . When she stretch her hands out for comfort, I went over to carry her up and comfort her. She immediately fell asleep on my shoulders. When I could feel her little heartbeat beating on my chest, indescribable feeling ... ( P.S. for a moment I am afraid my bra could make her feel uncomfortable ... )

Taking a step back in life really helps when you are stuck in a sucky situation. Sometimes you can't move forward or backwards, things just repeatedly happened and you are unhappy. Taking a step back helps you to see yourself more clearly, realized what you want and find your way out from that dark tunnel ... X) ... ( P.S. glad someone is doing that ... or maybe ? not comfirm )

bel- ( leaving my little footsteps ... )

Saturday, October 01, 2011

Saturday, September 03, 2011

最近不知怎么了, 跟朋友聊的话题跟找男友有关。天啊!为什么时间过得那么快,一转眼就年中二十了,我都还没作工。我比谁都清楚,自己想要什么,好像要的越简单,越没有希望。哈哈!在这里blog, 好不是我,应该没有熟人看吧,不然我糗大了。平时的我会装得不在乎,但还满想身边有个人照顾我的。

我还是深信缘分要来时,想逃也逃不掉。我很期待,不会逃,会小闪躲,会害羞,可能一开始会不敢相信,但愿他会比谁都更坚定,我也会学着相信他。有就有,没有就没有,我一个人也会好好过。也许是天注定的吧,让我为我自己的喜怒哀乐负责。若得孤独中老,也能陪着他们长大,变老也是属于我的一种生活方式吧。。。

就在此停笔吧,我好累,鼻子却象水龙头,希望不会影响我测验时的表现。。。

Saturday, September 03, 2011

Saturday, June 11, 2011

Can't wait to be home ... I will be on the plane back to Singapore in 2 weeks time ... currently, I left 1 presentation and 2 paper. By coming Tuesday, I would left just one paper ... Nothing much going on with my life. Just my lecture notes and me, thankfully, everyday I have the company with the girls via whatsapp. Taking pictures of what I had cooked or eat ... they took "revenge" by taking pictures of what they eat ... can't wait to see them.

Also, we are going on a trip together. Yes, finally. It is a long expired graduation trip, all thanks to my not wanting let their hands off me parents. My parents wanted to come along with me but I said No. Its weird having them around ... no yellow joke or guy watching ... Dear parents, I am with you all the time ... we can travel together if you want. Just not with me and my friends...

Dad been wanting to visit me in Melbourne, told him to come if he wants to but mum doesn't want him to come because he have work to be done in Singapore. I am not worry about my Dad being bored over here, I will just chuck him at Crown Casino and he won't want to leave ... see ! so easy ...

All for today ... get back to books le ... byeeee

bel ( i m coming home ... tell the world i'm coming home ... )

Saturday, June 11, 2011

Saturday, May 28, 2011

Yesterday was the last day of school, Nic had a friend coming over to visit. I decided to tag along because it had been ages since I last ate at Ying Xhai ... The coconut rice and the curries ... ummmmm ... NICE ... after dinner, we went to Casino ...

The other time I didn't get to play the table , so this time round I look forward to playing the table games. Upon arrival, I can't wait to go to the table game section. I stood round and watched to see how good the deal's luck is. Suddenly, an angry asian student stood up from the table because he had lose all his money and threw his last $1 chip at the dealer. A superstitious aussie woman took that $1 chip from the dealer and insist of giving it to me. She explained it's bad luck for the other players and insist I should take that chip as far as possible. Upon hearing it's bad luck, I didn't want to take it because I want to play table game too . She keep insisting on it saying its only a dollar and the other players were waiting for it . The dealer couldn't give the cards out because everyone's attention is on me. I had no choice but to take that chip and " fled the scene " ...

I went " crying " to Nicole about my encounter and change that chip to money. I sat at the jackpot machine trying to use up that dollar so that I can play table games. Despite all efforts, the $1 kept increasing. I am also thinking whether to play table games because someone just pass me a bad luck coin.

I whatsapp my Dad about my encounter. He was not please to hear that I am in Casino. I explained to him it was last day of school and we were celebrating(?) . I said I wanted to play table games badly but someone pass me a bad luck chip. I asked for his advice whether should I proceed playing table. He asked me how was I playing on the machine , I told him that dollar had become $5. Then he said if I want to play table game, just play, but I have to limit myself. ( X) ... he didn't say how much ). He even said try to win $100 if you can. LOL ...

After trying to use up that $1, it grew bigger. I gave up on trying to lose it and went to play table game. Heeee ... not bad not bad ... my luck was not as bad as I thought ... I manage to win a little and I managed to save the table twice ... The woman who passed me that chip recognized me and asked am I that one ... , I smiled and nod ... Later D joined in the table game till he lose all the chips and we left the table. He let Nicole to play a turn ... sweeeet ! I left the table with chips held in both my hands ...

A night to remember ... sometimes when someone pass u something unpleasant ... doesn't mean its going to be unpleasant ....

-bel-

(P.S. I went back hostel to look at my FB acc to determine what was the damage done because FB doesn't load image with comments well and find some disturbing status update of my dear frend ... I whatsapp her and chatted a bit ... she felt better after talking to me and manage to sleep ... sometimes I wish I am found , but at such times , I wished I won't because I can be there for my friend ... )

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