Pardon my violent nature ...

I must emphasis , I am not trying to be Xia Xue number 2 . But something like this keeps happening , and it really pisses me off . I must get this off my chest before I head down for my books .

Yesterday , one of my girlfriend declares herself single . Evan ( haha , thanks for this and you ban sei Wei Jie . Thanks Wei Jie for being understanding ... ) and I chiong down to meet her . At least accompany her to cry a little . ALL THANKS TO THE DUMBASS GUYS !

Please stop telling the girls that we wasted your effort . How much you did to woo us , how we entered your life and make some MAJOR changes . Enough . Shame on you , how much you emphasis on yourself .

You are the one wants to spend most of your time with your friends . You are the one who set when to meet . You are the one who sets the mood when we were dating . You are the one who cause the wedge between us . Then who are you to complain when problem arises ?

Have you ever tried to understand how little she wants ? Have you ever put yourself in her shoes ? Have you ever thought of her feelings ? Have you ever notice the differents before she does ? Have you ever look back at the past ?

It seems to be typical huh ? At first , the guy treat you real super nice . Like all his time is only for you . Slowly , he would asked one or more friends to join in . Then , slowly you tagged along in his group . Then slowly , he is out with his group of friends without you all the time .

That fine with us when you are out your friends , but all the time is too much . Then when you are out with us , you give that stupid boring face . That's what you call dating ? When you are out with your friends you give that super happy face . If you think that is right , then I think you should stead with your friends , 'cause they are the ones who make you happy , not us .

Time is something very important between couples because that brings about communication . When that is lagging , then relationship starts to strain . You complained about your limited time . No time ! No time ! No time ! Please don't say as if you are the only one who don't have enough time . I think the problem still lies if there is 48 hours a day .

If you don't know how to pioritise , just say so . Oh , my friends ask me go out , I must go . My date with my girlfriend , can postpone . If I want to go out with my girlfriend , any time also can go . Please lah ! Over your stupid head to think like that . Though she is your girlfriend , she can leave you anytime if you don't treasure it .

Have you ever wondered how little she wants ? Its not the quantity of time she wants . Its the quality of time she wants . It can be pobably one day in a week . It could merely just watching you play your games , having fun . Many , many little things . Just don't give us that stupid boring face . That's all we ask . Is that too much ?

Stop complaining to us that you have no money when you didn't even spend a lot on us . You should tell your friends because you spend money with them . Not us .

Girls. In their little heart , will still be hoping that the ex would change and ask for a patch till when ? They also don't know ...

***burgurldotzcom wants to tell readers not , my bro and sis not people like that , they will treat da sao and jie fu nice nice de which means there are good ones outside there , not all guys are bad ***

-burgurldotzcom-( I never regreted rejecting you because I know I could not give you the best of me . God gave us one heart , one heart can only have one person . )

Yea ... lastest pic of me ... aka abt x'mas nite

Help me see I got grow fatter not . Taken when bro need to shop stuff for da sao . Don't know why sis so scared of me ... Haizzz . Red tee is sis , white tee is bro ... Yea , i still got one more uncle , he very lazy to come out de sooooo , don't have his pic lor ... Sad thing is , I was wearing my highest heels and I am still shorter than them .




Haha ... act fierce agn ...



Sista xtra ... act friendly ... don't play play ah ... (act fierce)



Cheery pic to end ... sista laugh till so fake ...

Original plan was to go chiong at MOS for X'mas eve . But I treat the girls , so I was broke and I didn't go , have to ban sei Val , so pai seh . Invite the girls to tawn over X'mas eve to X'mas . We all watch Love actually till 12.30 and then watch Hxxxx Jxxx Jxx till 3am . Whenever Xue Hui or Hwee Jing comment something -ve about Jay . Cindy will start throwing stuff at the them . Haha , flying saucers everywhere . Then Cindy and Hwee Jing went on with their stuff . Cindy watch VCD and one litre of tears while Hwee Jing suf net . Xue Hui and I collasp .

At 7am plus , my mum knock on the door , Dad is back ! Yea , he made it in time for X'mas . So he brought us all out for breakfast , haha . The car is super squeezy , but we talked about how what happen last night when we were sleeping . Apparently , Xue hui was scolding people when she was sleeping . Diaoz , how did she do that ? Hmmm , beats me ... After we reached home , Xue Hui and I went back to sleep straightaway . Then I don't know what happen liaoz . Jing was surfing the net , looking for vedio clips to watch . Cindy could not take it le , she collasp finally sia ...

Till about 1 pm plus ba , they all went home . Did a little cleaning up with Mum in vmy room . Lots of hair sia ... Haha ... Think I need to go third round of sleep . Tat tat ... that's all for now ... Byeeee and Merry X'm(ass) ... (noti -bel- is back )

Thanks for all the x'mas smses ...

-burgurldotzcom-( mErry X'm(ass) !!! )

naughty bel ...

Today is the birthday celebration for my two good secondary school friends . They are Jing and Cindy ... Heh heh , they got a treat from me not because its their birthdays , because I had asked them to help me shift my dad's stuff from the rented house to my own house . I don't want Mum to spend money on renting the house when we are not staying it .

Haha , it was tiring ! I was in charged of moving the things to the door . Then Jing and I had to picked them up from the door and load them onto the trolley . Jing will then pushed the trolley to my house . Cindy had to guide the house . When the trolley arrived , Jing and Cindy had to shift the stuff into the house . At times , I need to make space for the stuff, then Jing and Cindy will go to the rented house and load the stuff onto the trolley .

Till Pat arrived ! Gosh ! She is super duper noisy ... I then realised how quiet I was . Muhahaha ... Cindy was the tour guide for her . Pat entered the house and start searching for snacks and food and chocs , whatever she can find to pop into her mouth .

After the move had ended , I rang up Mum to tell her that everything was done . Dotz, later then I realised that there are some of documents still not shift yet . So I went back to the rented house and do it myself . Didn't want to troubled the girls since they had already relaxed themselves , they are the first to on the air-con in my room . I hasn't on it at all because the weather had been cooling these few days .

Wah ... though today is only the first day on my pocket money , I declared myself super broke . Haha , never mind since its holidays , just don't go out lor ... Got two sets of tea cups . One is pooh , that's for me . Another is snoopy , its for Jie . Haha , got this imagery where Jie can have tea with Qian Long . As for me , who can I have tea with ? Don't know .... status : waiting ...

Mum arrived home and treat the girls for dinner . Haha , I wanted to say , Ma , no need ... I help them to eat . Haha ...

Don't know why , seems to be closer wor . Jing suggested the girls to come my house on X'mas . I find it ok . Haha , save money and its fun ! Cindy wants to make tang yuan for us because tomorrow its dong zhi . Haha ... weird ...

Today bro back from his camp . He power sia , need not sleep de . Still can chiong out for BBQ . Till now he is not sleeping .

Yesterday , went out with poly friends ( brother , sister and 2 other guys ) . Bro and Sis went out on a shopping spree for their stead-to-be . Think I shouldn't had go , because I find their taste a bit off track .The comments I gave a bit discouraging . Anyway , they have the heart to do things for their girl ba . Haha ... they are not reading . Lalala , write what I want ... How I know they are not reading because they are now very busy making things . Wahaha , so nice to be a girl ... Haha ! Kanna label as bad girlfriend . Haha ... they thought if a guy got me a fish bone as gift I will be super happy . Then I said , go die la , when did I ever say I like fish bone . Then I commented that Bro not creative enough , then Bro said give what then . Then TS said MONEY ... a box of cash ... haha

I took that opportunity to shop the girls present too . Got them earrings . Haha , not girls will complain of extra stuff . Manage to shop for pat's x'mas present today.

Okie ... bed time for bel ... tomorrow's plan will be , make someone and pass her something , complete my rwp report ant go thru my gems ca2 . Yea ! That's the plan . Hope bro will help mum with the move the stuff of the over crowd with stuff house ; in short , move the stuff .

Nitey people ...

-burgurldotzcom-(lalala, noti aka bur bel , what else can I still have ?)

I am back ....

Nope ... not from overeseas ... I meant back into the cyber world ... Ahacks*

These few days , I was busy with the move back to my own house , out from the rented house ... yippi . Didn't realise I had so many stuff till I packed them . Think Jie is going to wanyang when she comes back from her holiday because I took many hangers . Seems like after the move , many things are now throwable ( last time don't bear to throw them away ) . No worries , some things I will keep as long as I lived because they are precious to me .

Last Saturday , was the graduation of the Life Coaching programme . I didn't expect I would go up the stage because I thought I was just a little intern ( cute ! ) . Dotz , now everyone knows that I am Belinda , thanks ah , yati ! Mention my name , plan to stay low profile fail !

Haha , nothing important ... in her speech , she asked the audience to look at my face , because she wants the audience to know what was her first impression of me when she first saw me . At that time , she was thinking , how can someone so young know anything more than her grandma . Then she told the audience , I am nineteen , next , my age is exposed . At first , everyone went there thought that I was a coachee(those who undergo training with me knows la),now everyone knows that I am a caoch . Sob sob ... identity exposed ...

Actually , I really wondered if I look that young . Bro(18) keep thinking I(a di di to bro) am the same age as him . ( By the way , bro congratz ! Thanks , a da sao for my x'mas present ) . Bro said I look 16 to 17 to him . Yati too , thought that I am probably one to two years older than her . Haha ... somemore ? Anymore 1st impression age of me , please feedback ... ahahhaahaha

I just clean my laptop today and it looks brand new . It makes me happy to see it so clean haha , don't how long will it last . Till the next time I clean ba , lappy ...

Okie ... that's all for now then ! Tat tat , gooooooooood nite to all ....

-burgurldotzcom-(lappy is clean !)

Yesh ... the pictures are here

Haha ... to all the people concern about Bel ! Ta Dang ... here are the pictures ... proudly sponsor by Val ...

Act Cute ...

Frend 4ever

Group photo 1

Group photo 2

Group photo 3

Haha ... ( me and val )

ME and Mavis


Ugly fAcE

Okie ... that's about it ... byeeeee

-burgurldotzcom-( Babe(??) In Total Control of Herself )

Can't wait le ...

Was waiting for Val to send me the picutres , but either I was mapling or out for lunch ... Just no fate to show you all the picutres .

Friday was an important day my friend . He confessed to a girl he know for a year , like her for six months . End up , he got rejected . The girl's reply was , " I don't want you to waste your parent's money on me . Your parent's money is for you to study . " I thought it was quite true . Since last tuesday , XX , XX and I had been staying back in school to help him . Writing letter , make flower , counselling him before he turn timid . At least he confess ba ... I can only say things might not be the same again .

Wah , yesterday finally met Mavis . Gosh ! Its like two years since we last met . Finally her As over le . Met up with her , still the same . Haha , she didn't tell anyone in JC that she learn ballet . Ya lor , I also laugh when I first knew that she learn ballet . Because she is not girly- gentle at all ... haha .... ( pardon me ! ) . If I got the pictures I upload for all of you to see . Pictures tells a thousand words ba .

Today , was mapling at the new sever call DEPXXXXX , char name is OobeldidioO . Played maple becasue of my polymates and my maple friends ask me to . One friend question my belief , "Why you want to help them train ? If they enjoyed maple , they won't use hack . " My belief , I want to help them to adapt to noob life since all of us are once pro . I want to help them train so that we can level together , do stuff together . Haizzz , I don't know .

Went to my room , hugzzz pooh pooh , felt much more better . Dad said me , " Everything is you will lose it , expect for pooh pooh . You never drop pooh pooh , treat it like gem like that . Handphone don't know drop how many times . " Heh heh , Pa because it is Pooh Pooh la .

okie , I am tired , time for bed ....

-burgurldotzcom- ( color for bed tyme ! )