Saturday, January 09, 2010

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Finally , I feel liked blogging . The open diary for me to share my thoughts with people who really want to know ( those who are all out to make fun of my english ... please head straight to the exit ) .

Suddenly felt like blogging because I still can't decide whether I am fortunate or unfortunate . Weighing from the stuff I had , the chance to study aboard , the destinations I get to travel , makes one want to be miss tan ya fen .

I currently own 2.5 branded bags and 1.5 branded wallets . I can't remember since when I had become a sucker for branded stuff . I got my 1st branded bag when I was eighteen . Probably its a cheer up bag for me I guess , suffering from the B... . My first B... bag , can't bear to use it . Now the handle is a little torn and tattered , the lock got a little rusty . Now I am finding ways to restore it .

XXXX year , I went to Japan . Hello ... its J... , how could I give B... B... L.... a miss . Then its the next bag I got . I truly understand what is the ultimate bag . Its like where ever you shop , you still can't find any bag that is nicer than B... B... L... bag . I carried for one year and only saw someone carrying the same bag once .

XXXX year , I went to P... and R... , who could I give L... a miss . Moreover , I would not go to P... and R... within the next few years . Got a little something from L... . Maybe I might carry for many many years till I have money to get H....'s B... .

Hahas ... I got a little bimbo recently . I am so afraid of having the same bag as others . I am glad the did not get the norm models . Mum and I keep giving each other eye signal when we see someone having L... . Of course , many thought its the fake one because I dress every badly . The perfect excuse would be because half my wardrobe is in M... . Muhahaha ...

I realized that many young girls had L... bag too . I guess its reasonable to have one too .

Being able to study overseas allows me to realize what I am able to do and what I am not able to do . Experience the freedom and the self discipline I never had . At times I enjoy the quiet time I had . Sometimes I miss home , but I manage to curb this feeling by hanging out with my friends . I guess many of the students had the same feelings too .

Recently , I came back from an oversea trip with my family . The only conclusion I got from this trip is my parents still cannot accept that we are all growth . They have selective expectation standard of us . They expect us to handle our own stuff yet their mouth can't stop nagging at us . It was very awkward and embarrass for us , being in our 20s and being nagged at loudly by our parents . Many people were looking at us but my parents seem to enjoy the authority . Good or bad ?

Still want to be miss tan ya fen ?

All for today then ...