I realized its been long since I last blog. Yesterday at Tian Ren Bubble Tea place, they were playing Dai Wo Zou . I realized its being long since I last blogged. I didn't really want to head out yesterday even though I was itching to. Then I saw something on FB. Many thoughts went through my mind. I don't feel good and wanted to head out of my room badly. Thankfully, manage to find someone to head out with.
I loved and hate FB. I love it whenever I post something on my wall, my close friends will comment on it. Its nice to know I am not forgotten even though I am here in Melbourne. I am able to know how my friends are. Sometimes, I really don't like FB because you will see stuff you don't want to see. For instance, how much work X classmate has done and I will start stressing. Every time when I see stuff that I don't want to see, I will just close the window and continue with my FB games ; I am such an ostrich ...
I am still a faithful FB gamer, I wonder when will I stop playing these games. It is not time consuming, after some clicks, I am able to continue with my stuff and click again when its time for me to reset. When sister was very keen to play with my cafe world ( yes, she has my FB password ), but after a few months, she grew sick and tired of it and stopped playing it. ( Sidetrack : I remembered reading a news about this woman trying to delete her boyfriend's FB account because he had passed away for years and his FB account is still active and she finds it hard to move on . I am glad my sister had my passwords, if I am not longer around, I hope she deletes all my networking accounts. )
School seems to get tougher and tougher. All of us agreed that third year second semester is the hardest of all ! We had been doing assignments for the entire semester. I think there is only 3-4 weekends we could have a good rest. The marks weight-age for the assignments are not high yet time taken to do the assignments are very very long. Some of my classmates did not sleep for days because they need to complete the assignment.
I am getting more playful in class. My friend Yoyo treats me like a teddy bear, she would pinch and poke me when she feels like it. Thankfully, Felisha will disturb her by poking her too. Now she could feel how I felt. We girls are getting noisier. The class used to be filled with only guys conversations but nowadays, we are getting noisy and seem to be the nosiest during the breaks. George seem to get use to us speaking Mandarin , sometimes he will ask what we are laughing about, or laugh with us if he manage to get it by guessing the content via the few english words we used , else he will ignore the laughter. I am glad more and more people are talking to George.
With lesser friends in the city, I had more ME time to do some thinking. I realized my friends are very nice to me. Family going on a holiday during this Christmas, I decided to invite the girls over to my house to celebrate Christmas together. Its been long since I last spend my Christmas in Singapore. Normally I will be at some country or on a plane.
I remembered the last time the girls came over was when it was the first Christmas after the breakup. When I was attached, they automatically excused themselves, but when I was feeling sad and empty, they quickly filled up the hole in me. I really appreciate that and it had always been on my mind. I am glad you all are happy and excited to come over.
I realized that I had been missing out lots of my friends ( the girls and e fave 38s )birthday when I am in Melbourne. However when I am back, they will make an effort to celebrate my birthday ( though with each passing year , I don't really want to celebrate because I feel so old ) . Thanks girls for withholding my present and resist buying crappy stuff for me . I know its hard to get stuff for me because I don't seem to be lacking any . Just let you know that, no matter what you get for me, I will treasure it. I treasured the thoughts and the gift ( to the extend that I can't bear to use it ).
Yesterday, Jie told me that Pa was flying to Maldives. I then realized its been long since Dad go over there personally, norm he will send someone else to go over. Seems like the market had changed, Pa kept traveling to China nowadays. I hope to re-visit Maldives as the last time Dad did not allow me to snooker. Worse of all, he asked me to play with the water near the shore. Faint* . Jie, Ma and Di still the same. Di passed his driving test recently and he is the new driver in the family. Di will drive Ma to pick Jie from work. Can't wait to go back home and see how good is he . He kept showing his victory fingers for passing on the first attempt when we were skyping.
That alls for now ... got to be aunty and clean the room le ...
-belinda-( For Charlie St Cloud ... I will go the distance ... )
