Feeling tired about some stuff . I never felt wrong to be nice , even to the extend that I am been push over . Kind of sad when even the closeest people to me does that .
Jack ... I really wondered whether isn't our upbringing is very different . You expect me to open up the fridge to get a drink for myself . Though I am more than a friend but where manners is concern , that is wrong . Would you open other peoples' cupboard ? Same theory for fridge .
Felt kind of tired in my relationship . Realised that I had always been the problem solver throughout this relationship and I am going to be exhaust soon . Jack's approach to problems is to avoid it , he is nt brave enough to face his mistakes . He always tried to run away from it to avoid having conflicts . I really really miss the time we had in the past .
Super envy Val , this big bully girl ... haha ! ZZZ ... tell you a secret . Everytime during dinner , I never finish the food ! That's why everytime when its in the middle of the night , I get hungry easily .But JACK always said , why you everytime need to eat de , so fat liaoz . Oiii Jack , like you very fit like that , a flat typre around your waist also mah ...
Summore , everytime take stuff for granted , pissed off sia ... zzz ... anyway I could kick this habit off him ?? Sian 1/2 sia ... as time goes , people change ... Sometimes I really wanna tell him that some stuff might be there for now , but as time goes by , they won't be there anymore , time won't wait , same goes for stuff that you have now won't stay by your side forever . You want it , you got to fight for it .
Didn't have a nice weekend ... gRRR ... got to socialise a bit le ...
Hey ... I loved myself a lot !!! And I can pick myself up everytime I fall ... As long as I am happy , everything is not important ...
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